as a friend

You can't change the things that have happened in your life. You cant go back and tell everyone you wish you did things different... you cant change the hurt or change that hurt you have endured in your life.. it is impossible..... what is also JUST as impossible is forgetting your life and the bad, impossible things that have happened in your life. If you have hate... if you cry... if you can't do anything but think about the messed up things in your life... then taht is how it is.... that is how things happen... that is reality... You cant change what is going to happen in your life.. if you die... well then you die.... take it as it is.. accept it and hope that someone elses life turns out better.

For someone to tell me to lighten up.... well that shows me that the day this or that person endures what I have.... I will be there for them and I hope they remember the things they have said to me...

All I ask as a friend... is be there when I NEED you.. and I will do the same either way... as much as you put my life and my habits down... i will be there and I will be the friend... the person I have always been. I am a person.... who has endured much... who is going through a lot... who is trying to figure out what to do with her life.... trying to figure out her place .. if anything is her place... and all I want is support from my friends...my family.... I want a hug when I am sad... without questions or a big conversation.... when I am confused... when I am unsure about my life... let me talk.. for I let you give all your words and thoughts before I invade your life... with my opinions... if I ask .. as a friend .. for your opinion.... that is when i truly need and want it.... when i tell you I dont want to here it... I DONT... I dont want to here hurtful things that effect my day to day living......

Be a friend..... that is all taht I ask..... it may be hard sometimes... to look into my eyes.. and see hurt... and may be hard to look at me and want to leave it all behind..... but please be there....as a friend by my side... for i will do the same thing through all that you endure, as my friend.

Long day

So its been quite a long day... I didnt get to bed until 6:30 am again.. and my friend showed up at 12... lol banging on my door becauuse I wouldnt answer....well good thing I got up.. anyways... we went to the mall... and looked at clothes... ok.. i know.. im a cheap college student... so I have NOO money....but I was eyeballing a shirt .,... FOR almost 200 dollars Canadian..... I could make it for 20..... wow..... Ok Im cheap.... I refuse to spend more then 25 dollars on a shirt... 60 on a sweater..... 100 on jeans..... so on... depressing... blaaa and soo we went and tested out perfumes... and make up... I hardly wear any anyways... but its fun to do the girly things you know... anyways.. thanks Ashley for taken me:) good times with my buds.....

Anyways... my brotehr is in London for a stag.... and HE HASNT VISITED... I havent seen him in two months.... and I miss him:( blllla

anyways... well Im off... I have a website due soon... gotta put some ideas together..

Bye
Krysta

Please Remember

I know this sounds retarted... but today I heard this song... and Ive listened to it many times.... but today... it hit me... and this is for you... and You know who you are.....

Artist: LeAnn Rimes Lyrics
Song: Please Remember Lyrics

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
the memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
while we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
and how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me

Please remember, please remember