Monday, November 14, 2005

Taylor's sign?

Since Taylor died, I have been waiting. I have been waiting for him to let me know he is ok. I dont know if many would comsider this a sign, but I take as Taylor telling me to be content... to feel better.

When I went to see Keith Urban, a song came on. It was called Tonight I wanna Cry. I dont know why but after that song came on, everyone at the concert went quiet. I had chills up and down my spine.. and I have never felt that way.. not ever before. I thought about Taylor.. a tear flowed down my one cheek. I came home that night and wrote on Taylor's Memorial site about how i thought of him.

Now the weird part. Taylor's friend Michelle. SHe had asked a bunch of people for my email address. She finally found it and wrote me an email saying she had a sign for me. She said that she had gone to the Keith Urban Concert and that song came on and she felt Taylor at the concert. She said that when she went to open my message on Taylors site, that the song came on her computer. The thing is.. she didnt even know she had taht song on her computer. It came on and my message popped up and it was about the song that was playing at that second. She said she thought that she needed to tell me somethings.. to let me know Taylor was ok.. and that I was not the only one who felt it.

Sometimes I believe in these things. Sometimes I dont. As for this time.. I think I know that this was a sign from Taylor.. He finally saw what I needed...

I love you Taylor... I love you so very much..

Well... I better be off to bed.. night night