where does the good go

Tegan and Sara where does the good go

I like these lines.... thats totally it

Where do you go when you're in love, and the world knows?
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down?
When do you say it's up for grabs and that you're on your way down?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

who am i

i miss you

Quite Nights,
Lonely Mornings.
Wishing things worked out better between you and I.
I know you didn't mean to hurt me.
I know you care about me.
I care about you too.. very much.
What hurts most is letting go of a time where we were happy.
A time where I looked in teh mirror in the morning and felt something good.
I guess this is when I say..... I feel like crying for days.... and to be honest I do.... I want you to know that you arent the reason I turned out the way I did. It just happened. Dont blame yourself.
Us NOT being friends... is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. You know my history .. I know yours... no one knows my history like you. you know my laughs... you know when something serious is up.. just by looking into my eyes... you are my best friend.... and I miss you. More then anything on this earth...... that is all I want is to hug my best friend and tell him that I am not ok. I need you..... I need your support... and yet you will never read this...... you will never know how much i need you right now... how I want to go and walk to your house and tell you that I dont care what you have done... I DONT CARE.... and more then anything I just want a hug,,from you.... being so confused.... so tired.... so just sick of this feeling..... today is the third night without sleep..... Im stressed out and I need you...

You are wrong... you are sooo wrong... I know you cant bare to hurt me anymore...... but you are wrong... i AM not BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU.... im soo lost..... and no one is here to help...... Oh GOD I miss you..... you are worth more then life. I SWEAR

GOING DOWNHILL

Im ragging right now...everything is fucked up and I thought i would get ahead with a project that was due tomorrow... so i went to use my usb drive and it was SCREWED UP... ALL OF MY WORK IS LOST.... and soo now I have two projects due tomorrow... It is 12:00 at night... and Im not even nearly finished... so here I am stressing out to the MAX... ready to explode.... ready to yell at someone...... ON TOP OF IT ALLLL... I came into another lab just now and my PROJECT WONT OPEN....... sooo now I have to go back to the other lab burn my project and bring it here again..... ON TOP OF THAT... our colour printer at school... IS OUT OF INK.... so now... I have to go home... save this project as a jpg or something or a PDF. file and bring it home... HOPEFULLY IT OPENS... AND THEN... HOPEFULLY I HAVE ENOUGH INK... to print it... I have to lay it out...put an overlay on it and have it handed in for 8AM... YEAH THATS FUCKING RIGHT 8 AM.... IM SOOO FUCKED.. I dont give a shit anymore.. I just want out...... FUCK.... and taht isnt EVEN COUNTING the one I have due in the afternoon...... this is retarded...

Krysta