I feel betrayed.. because one of my greatest friends.... I will never see again...... I miss you sooo much... I wish I didnt have guilt... I feel like I could have done something for you.... why did you leave us wihout saying goodbye... why? why would you do this to us... to me..... I am soo unbelievably mad at you... i wish I could forgive you... I cant let go... I am hanging on soo tight.... I cant let you go.... your beautiful smile..... your beautiful heart....
I loved you.. soo much..... I always felt apart oof your family... apart of your life... and now that you are gone.. I dont know what to do.... because a piece of me has been torn away without notice.... without letting me know.... So waht do i do now... how do I move on..... how do I move thorugh this week.. nevermind this year or my life without you...
I didnt tell you how much you meant to me... how beautiful you were..... how much your life impacted me.... how much I could have given you..... tell you how much I NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!
Life will never be the same
