Its something that we all have to deal with

What sucks about this world is you have liers, cheaters and people that make your life a living hell. I am really trying to be positive about what happens... and yeah I have been doing pretty good I guess. But now I ask myself... am I lying to myself by letting things happen in front of me.... and I seriously do nothing about it.. I just let people run me over and show me that I am nothing. I believe I have all potential to make someone happy... I have all potential to be the best I can be... and I guess sometimes I have to deal with what has been dealt.

Im sick of my friends cheating on the b/f...g/fs this is rediculous... I mean if you love someone... you just dont do that... and I guess... well I dont know what to do about it.... sit back and look in from the outside? I want ppl to be honest... straight up.. things in life would be a lot more simple if ppl were straight up... isnt that how we are suppose to gain happiness?.... by living llife simply? that is what someone once told me... that if we dont complicate our lives then in the end you have a happy life....

Im sick of playing "the game" Im sick of fighting back in rediculous ways against other friends.... or ppl that call themselves my friends.... I mean its ALL a game... I mean love.... its a game... because you never know when it is real... when it is fake... or if someone is looking into your heart instead of looking past you.... It is a drama.... my life is a drama... welll not MY life but everyone elses life is MY drama... I get pulled in and I get pushed down cuz I dont knwo how to fight back in this world.... I just dont want to fight back anymore... I dont want to PRETEND anymore.... I dont want THIS anymore...

Its hard to say if I will ever find my place