Soo today...... was a good day.... I guess... besides my tendancy to procrastinate....... I have a poster and logo due tomorrow morning... and here it is .... 1:36 am and I am still doing it...lol...
I was talking to someone today... and I was giving him advice... and these thoughts were flying our of my mouth... advice that I also need to take..
stop doing the what ifs.... teh what ifs in life are what hold us back from happiness.... from a life WE COULD have.....
what better a thing.. then to have a life with someone that you can sit down for hours and talk to about anything.... being with someone who WILL make you smile instead of cause you problems.... what better a relationship then to look out for each other... then to help each other with life with steps in life that need to be taken..... I mean who else would you really want to share that with
The other parts are personall.... but really I say all of these things and really I need to start saying them to myself...
its true though... I DO teh what ifs... EVERYDAY of my life....... and the what ifs are what make me ssad.... because you cant change the past.. and instead of looking at the past.... I should be moving ahead with great things... with people that make me happy..... and start taking leaps for things I need I need and want.... because I never do that anymore because I am scared,,, and I cant do that.... I have to do things for myself... and get up and show the world I can smile and show the world I am free and open to possiblilities.... giving a chance..... I WANT HAPPINESS.... I WANT CHALLENGES... because I have been through a lot... and I HAVE learned a lot in those times... I have learned my family.. they are teh greatest peopel I know.... I just never allowed myself to see it....
Time to step up and BE SOMEBODY
Monday, July 25, 2005
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