SICK

So Im not feeling well AT ALL..... but some things got to me today so I just need to write them down.

My adventure or realisation of our world

I am on the bus going to see an apartment. The bus is quiet, no one is talking and I came to realise that in our culture we dont break out conversation anymore... I mean I wish I could talk to someone on the bus but if I did, Id probably get a dirty look because that person wouldnt know how to take it. Living in Canada, I love it, and I love the people.... polite... BUT we dont talk anymore... we are becoming so involved in OUR lives that we dont care about others.
After looking at the apartment I was waiting downtown London for the bus... and it took sooo long but there are a few things I noticed.

I am standing on the sidewalk... in expensive jeans.. an aeropostale shirt with a gap shirt underneath... a purse from guess, old navy sandals... and accessories and a man comes up to me... he looks faint... he looks sick... he looks sad... he comes up to me and says three words that hit me.... well he said more then three words... but three stood out... PLEASE... FOOD... SICK... he asked if I woudl buy him a sandwiche.... he felt sick.. please.... he was homeless.... I didnt have even a dime on me I SWEAR... but still I wasnt lying like everyone else... I really had no money on me.. not even in my bank... if I did I WOULD BUY HIM A SANDWICHE... he walked by me... and I wanted to cry.... I mean this poor man... he was starving... and I did nothing about it... he crossed the street and started walking the oposite way and as he did.. he fell .. of course he got up... but I tell you... I felt really bad... I wanted to run over and give him my earings.. my watch.... anything.. but of course I didnt...

wow... I dont feel like writing the rest Im sick....

Ill write teh rest later
bye