A fool

Confused, not being excepted by you
Waiting, wondering how or why?
You'd understand if only you knew
the pressures, the people and how they lie.

You never excepted me for I am
you tore me apart, you left me alone.
Sometimes I thought you didn't give a damn.
Even if you did, you still didn't pick up the phone.

The memories, teh laughs left in my mind,
Crying, hating , listening for your sound.
Here I am, alone, confused, trying to unwind.
Our life is over, gone, lost but never found.

Tell me what to do, a friend and such,
I know you cant and that hurts me
this life is unfair, cruel to the touch
its hard, its sad and thats life you see.

Counting down the hours, the minutes,
When is the harshness going to end,
When is it, that life goes over the limits,
wen you stop waiting, stop trying to mend.

I understand this is life, accept whats given,
But why, why accept something so cruel.
something unfair, its so hard just livin'
trying not be what you think I am, a fool.