Beautiful days, cold nights

Its near the end of October..
Leaves falling, days becoming colder and nights even colder. This is one of my favourite times of the year. getting ready for the snow. When I walk down the streets, I find myself stopping and taking a second look. As I stood in a park this morning.. I watched as the leaves fell off the trees.... beautiful trees all around me.... leaves of red, yellow, and orange. I was dressed in a sweater and a scarf and touque as it was not as cold today.... but still cold enough to feel the shiver down your spine. It was great you know.... sitting and watching ppl as they played in the park... couples laughing and play fighting... kids tugging at their parents pant legs... and an older couple... holding each other because of the cold... smiles on their faces. as I walk through park I find myself stopping to smell the air..... that fresh fall smell... you know that winter is coming.. the first snowfall will be coming anyday now.... my favourite day of the year... when the snow is light... the first snowfall is usually in the night and you can see the little snowflakes... I always run out just to sit outside for an hour... just to have that feeling... its like a new beginning... its like the snow is here to wipe out all of the horrible things that happen in our lives... the first snowfall is my ending and beginning.. I let everything go... and wait for spring.... spring iis a total refreshment... flowers growing again.... teh buds on the trees growing again.... and every person is relifted from their depression.

I think in our world we take forgranted our lives and the very people and world in front of us... I hear ppl saying they . hate the cold... that teh wish that lived somewhere warm.. well what I have to say to that... is why can we not be happy with what we have.... why cant we be happy with the beautiful trees... beautiful snow.. beautiful flowers and amazing ppl we do have. We should be thankful that we are alive and our family is healthy.... we should be happy that we have something to live for.. because others in this world are dying... they are sad... they are in a world where they have nothing.. and we are... being ignorant.. complaining that we dont have enough.... we have everything at our finger tips... we just need to work for the things we desperatly want or even better...NEED...

I wish that I could give something more.. you know... I wish I could give my heart away.. or show everyone in this world it can work.... I wish I was somewhere living who I truely am... I need to give more... I wish that this world was calm... I wish that ppl had more compassion... I wish that ppl could see a life as I do... the things in life we have to live for.....

I guess I wish that I could see things like this everyday... unfortunatly it is not always easy to see things in a positive way..