ADUMMM

You know lately... I have seen more in a friend then ever before. I judge people to quickly... and I dont give a person more of a chance. I mean at first I thought things about adam... that he did things I didnt aprove of. But more and more he shows me why I strive for so much. I mean I told him that I dont liek being so young and so serious and he tells me this is a good thing. And you know what... I look at things differently then most.... and when I think of Adam... and the things that are happening with him... I wish I could fix them... because he always fixes them for me.

MOst of my friends treat me wrong... most of my friends make me feel as though this life is nothing.... but more and more... I feel as though I am just not confiing in the few GOOD friends I do have... im always trying to be the favourite when I should just be me...

and I have realised that I have four good friends... and that is pretty much it.... and I am ok with that... Im ok to finally confide in the fully and show them who i really am.....

Thanks Adam for being an awesome friend