Tuesday, November 01, 2005

one of those day

its one of those days...

where you feel like you are shot down by all of your friends...
one of those days where my heart is racing too fast...
im confused as to what I am doing...
why I am soo upset...

I guess im confused in general..

about what? i donno
a million things are rushing at me..

do i talk to someone about them... no i do nothing

wondering what ill do tomorrow...
wondering why I cannot understand simple things..
why I have mood swings..
why I cant breathe...
why I cant manage anything...
everything is soo hard... to manage...
everything is fast

yet I am doing nothing at this particular moment.


why I feel alone... why do I make myself alone..

why do I push away..

why is everything managed by money.. by power
why isnt anything going to be how they should be.

why is it I cant think or talk anymore withoout ppl hating me

that is what I am hated

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