Resembling a sunset

You resemble a sunset
Picture it
I am standing on a mountain... the sun is warm... bright... I smile. .. I sit and think about all the times the sun has made me smile... all the times the sun has bad me bright. Capturing those moments... a glimps... of the times in my life where it is as if I could take a perfect picture. a picture of me smiling... a picture that everyone looks at and smiles too.... because they can feel the happiness... when i sit and look at the sun.. I am perfectly still staring into it... my eyes do not move unless the sun does... my heart beats and it is so quiet that I can hear it beat... although there are so many sounds all I can hear is my beating heart. as the sun disappears I can only think of those perfect moments.. I keep picturing them... perfection. the sun is gone.. where did it go.. why did it have to go. I am still picturing it.. yet I am soo sad... it is dark.. it is cold.. you have made me cold. why cant the sun come back up so I can feel the warmth again... I need taht light back in my life.